T i n t e d g l a s s e s, b i t t e r c o f f e e, a n d b a d p o e t r y . . .
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I am The Perfect Fan for Tony Leung, Chow Yun Fat, and myself ![]()
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On a new foot 1:16 a.m. 2001-12-27 I'm not very good at writing when I'm happy. I've always found it easier to write about sadness, depression, and what not. As of lately, I felt my writings and art has suffered because of that happiness. To be honest, I feel that I have nothing to be sad about. It's almost as if I feel like I have come to a conclussion. I know I've touched upon this subject before, but I've toyed with the idea on making a new diary. Karen had pointed out that the word conclusion only has one S. Coffee coffee coffee... Karen will be staying with me for the next five days and I don't know how to express that happiness. Karen is my happiness and I love her deeply. I want to relearn how to express myself. Learning to express happiness is like playing with a new color. I've felt that mastered sadness, so I have a new goal. Defining happiness with happiness and as such. Happiness defined with sadness was the main point of this diary. So in this ever changing world, I am changing my diary. I love you Karen. |
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